AGNI YOGA WEB TV
SERIES
EXPERIMENT IMMORTALITY
BROADCASTING 4
Bring your
Soul to Life
Dear Agni Yogis,
we continue the path on which
we transform into immortal spirits.
We
had already said ("The Secret of Immortality, Part I", Series
"Experiment Immortality"): Millions
of years ago, one of our ancestors left the animal kingdom by rising onto two
legs. Today, ahead of us lies a similar leap to a higher level of evolution
than man is.
The disciple asks, "How may I today climb the next step of
evolution?"
You have to realize: You are not your body. You are the
non-material being, the Supratemporal Individuality that incarnates on its
eternal path in various perishable physical vehicles. You have
to change your consciousness: "I am a soul". You have to bring this soul to life. You have
to learn to act like a being of spirit on earth.
"I
am not making much progress in my transformation into a being of spirit. When I
transfer my consciousness into the soul, this is for the time being a purely
intellectual process only. That is not enough, I assume?"
No, merely abstractly thinking
"I am a soul" is of course not what we are aiming at. The
transformation is a creative process.
From
the old man you create a new living being!
Let us, therefore, take a
further step together.
Section I:
The Being of Spirit
"Can
we say more specifically: How does this being look like that I shall bring to
life or into which I am to transform?"
1. Definition of the Being of Spirit
Let us define this being of
spirit, which we may also call soul, Eternal Individuality or Higher Self, with
6 aspects:
1st
aspect: We are speaking about the spiritual part of your
self, which lived before your birth in the Subtle World without a
physical body. (Nicholas Roerich "Higher than Mountains")
This being descends from there
to the material plane and incarnates in your body.
It
uses the physical body as a tool or vehicle like a deep-sea diver his diving
suit or a rider his donkey.
The being of spirit lives
temporarily in symbiosis with your body. However, it is not this body, but a
being different from the body.
It
was driven out of its Heaven in order to descend into the hell of the physical
world and to fulfill a task there. It longs to return
to its homeland. (Luca Giordano "The Expulsion from
Paradise")
2nd
aspect: The being into which you are to transform leaves your body after your
death. (William Blake "The Death of the Good
Old Man")
It continues to live in the
Subtle World without the body. One day it will return to Earth using a new
body. The soul walks an eternal path through the most diverse material and
non-material worlds.
3rd aspect: You are to bring
to life your Supratemporal Individuality: That being which awakens to its life
while dreaming in the night and seems to be sleeping during the day, like the
Sleeping Beauty in the fable. You have to wake it up
in the morning and keep it awake during the day so that it can act through the
body.
When
falling asleep – like at death – it withdraws from your body, moves about in
the spiritual world in its dreams, acts there and returns to your body in the
morning when you wake up. (William Blake "The
soul leaves the body")
The souls of most of us are
only poorly developed. That is why we still dream chaotically. Higher-developed
spirits such as Helena Roerich preserve their consciousness in the Subtle
World. They are flying during sleep, perform meaningful acts, participate in
battles and provide a variety of help to those in need.
Urusvati
[Helena Roerich], in
her subtle body, continuously participates in Our help to humanity.
(Supermundane 18)
4th
aspect: We want to bring to life the spirit that, during a near-death experience,
is watching from the ceiling how your body is being treated down on the
operating table.
In doing so, your higher self
looks at the body and the surrounding world with its spiritual eyes. The same
view you may also take in the normal state. Each of us has already made the
experience of viewing ourselves from above or from outside.
Sometimes
you see yourself in an exact replica, as if alive before you. (Fiery World II,
145)
5th
aspect: The soul is that higher being, which as the so-called
"conscience", speaks to your perishable personality.
You perceive this being – and
experience that it is real and alive – when you listen to what your heart
wishes to tell you. We will come back to this point at once.
6th aspect: Finally, we may
call the creature you are bringing to life the Fiery Body: Atma, Buddhi, and
Manas, the higher, immortal triad. We had already talked about this top of the
human pyramid in the Broadcasting "The Subtle Constitution of Man"
(Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga").
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This being of spirit is
undoubtedly real and existent. It is a creature from the Other World. It is
eternal, and therefore even more real than the many different perishable
physical shells it creates when it occasionally and temporarily incarnates on
the material plane.
This being is your true,
immortal self.
Look
here: That is you, not the body!
2. The buried Soul
"Why
do not I feel it when this spirit lives within me? Why does it remain so
abstract for me? "
Here you are addressing a
crucial problem. You should not believe unexamined what I am telling you. It is
not enough for you just to parrot dogmas or arrive with the help of the
intellect to the conclusion that you have a soul.
You have to experience the reality that there is a higher,
spiritual being hidden within you.
You must realize that you
consist of more than just the body, that you also have a non-material aspect.
This expansion of consciousness through the recognition of the spiritual
aspects of reality is the greatest task of humanity today.
Imagine: The consciousness of
most people is still so confined that they do not even perceive the more
important part of their own being, their higher self!
We have to recognize that what is real. Refusal to face reality
can only lead to misconduct and chaos.
How you can make this
experience, we had already discussed in the Broadcasting "The Secret of
Immortality, Part I" (Series "Experiment Immortality").
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In the Broadcasting "The
Law of Evolution" (Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga") we have
described in detail:
During involution, on the
descending arc of development, the spirit dives into matter. The monads lose
their spirituality and become more and more physical and intellectual. On the
ascending arc, during evolution, the spirit frees itself by spiritualizing the
matter in which it is enclosed.
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Today we are at the lowest
point of this cycle. This means: The spirit has so deeply immersed in matter
that it has almost disappeared, that it is barely noticeable.
Your
soul is buried deep within you.
It is
as if it were entombed in a dark shaft. You have to
free it, to get it out from down there.
You
must bring it to daylight so it can awake to its life. (Nicholas Roerich "Lower than the Depths")
In the era of evolution, on
the ascending arc, your task is: Your physical and intellectual development is
largely completed. Now, you have to reveal again the
spiritual, the eternal part of your being.
As long as that does not
succeed, your spirit will remain hidden, and you need not be surprised that you
barely notice its existence.
3. The Invisible Giant
Dimitrij Paciurea
"The Giant"
We can put it another way:
Within you lies hidden a
giant: The being of the next evolutionary stage that comes after man, that
stands above him and is as superior to him as we are to the monkeys: An
immortal, invulnerable, invincible being of spirit, which has much higher
abilities and far greater possibilities for development than a material
creature.
The
new man of the coming sixth race is already laid out within you – just as the
germ of the animal is already present in the plant and the germ of man in the
animal.
The overman, of whom Nietzsche
speaks prophetically, is slumbering within you. For the time being, however, he
is still in the stage of an infant, who wishes to grow greater
by all means.
This is the hero you dreamed
of as a child. That is why you love stories about saints and heroes so much.
They make a string within you resound: You feel the Titan within you, who longs
to come to light.
You
are a giant among dwarfs like Gulliver among the Lilliputians.
Meanwhile,
the giant is still fettered. (Dimitrij
Paciurea "The Giant")
You have to
release him so that he can unfold his power and carry out his work on earth.
An
ancient symbol of this mighty being incarcerated within you is the genie whom
Aladdin frees from the magic lamp so that he might serve him. (Salvador Dali "The Genie of Aladdin")
You are to reveal this being,
not the old man, or its even lower precursor, the animal! Therefore, instead of
"transformation" or "bringing to life" we may also say:
You
bring out the potential that lies hidden within you.
If you do not feel your soul
or do not want to know anything about it: At any rate, you can sense this
potential within you and how it downright urges for
revelation.
You
are still a caterpillar, which is to become something much greater and more
beautiful – namely a butterfly.
4. Being of a higher Vibration
Finally, we want to express
the facts in purely scientific terms: Your Supratemporal Individuality, your
Fiery Body is a being of a higher vibration than your physical body.
"You
have used the term 'vibration' many times before. But I am not yet really clear
about what you mean by that."
Well, as we had already said
(Broadcasting "The Supermundane World", Series "Introduction to
Agni Yoga"): There is not spirit and no matter, but only spirit-matter.
Matter
is spirit-matter of low, spirit is spirit-matter of high vibration.
Take an example: Water of low
vibration is ice, water of high vibration is vapour.
"What
does that mean for us humans?"
As long as we are in a state
of low vibration, we are living in the physical body only. As we increase the
vibration, the Subtle Body forms. In a state of highest vibration, we can
appear with and consciously use the Fiery Body (the soul, the Eternal
Individuality).
Just
like another item with other properties is created, when you heat ice, namely
first water and then steam.
Of course, in humans, high
vibration does not mean physical heat, but fieriness in the spiritual sense:
Decreasing physicality while increasing refinement and spirituality.
"That
is still pretty abstract. Can you give an example from everyday life? "
When the fire of enthusiasm
for a great, selfless work burns within you, you are in a state of high
vibration. When you are irritated or aggressive, your being vibrates low, at the
level of the body: selfish and unloving, bound to the lower, physical ego. More
about this will be found in the Broadcasting "Fiery Condition"
(Series "Spiritual Exercises of Agni Yoga").
Let us memorize:
The
transformation, the bringing to life of the Eternal Individuality takes place
when you increase the vibration of your being.
Thereby you grow from the old,
material man to the new man of spirit. Now your soul begins to live!
Urusvati
[Helena Roerich]
understood that people can be transformed through better vibrations.
(Supermundane 935)
The
upcoming 6th race consists of men of spirit!
Now
We assemble the spirits of the sixth race, and Agni Yoga is the Call! (Infinity
I, 188)
The difference between the old
and the new man is not external as between quadrupeds and bipeds, it is only in
the degree of vibration! High vibration is a state of purity, vitality, joy of
being, solemnity, serenity, peace of mind, enthusiasm and freedom from desire.
In
such a moment your Fiery Body is existent!
When the vibration drops, you
immediately turn from a spiritual back to a physical being.
It
should not be thought that, in his consciousness, an Arhat
could lose sight of the Guiding Will even for an instant. He proves to be a
simple mortal, if he does not always solemnly bear the chalice of achievement.
(Fiery World I, 196)
As
vapour becomes water and eventually ice, when its vibration decreases.
The
essential nature of man can be transmuted by the invocation of better
vibrations. Only such a reminder will give man access to a higher status. At
the present time humanity is found to be continually in the vibrations of the
lower spheres; therefore the lower Manas motivates
life. (Fiery World III, 253)
Section II:
Shaping the Being of Spirit
1. The Eternal Individuality as untreated
raw material
Now let us return to the
question: How can you bring to life your soul, the giant hidden within you?
Your perishable personality
was laid for you into the cradle. It is largely determined by your physical
body, inheritance, and the society into which you were born. You are by birth
man or woman, big or small, German, Russian or American, Jew, Hindu, Muslim or
Christian.
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As opposed to that, your
Eternal Individuality is not bestowed on you as a gift. It is still faceless,
almost non-existent. Your true self is still very small, weak and barely
formed. Your task, the task of every man who wants to grow greater and exploit
the potential that lies dormant within him, is therefore:
You
have yet to shape your soul.
A stone has not yet developed
a body of feelings, a plant not yet a body of thoughts. Likewise, today's man
of the 5th race has not nearly moulded the Fiery Body at all. This is the task
we have to work on these days.
"Does
not that mean aiming too high?"
No! We had already said
(Broadcastings "The Law of Evolution" and "The Subtle Constitution
of Man" of the Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga") and need to
emphasize once again clearly: In the circle of involution and evolution, we are
at present in Round 4 of the earthly cycle. Here, with the 4th race (Atlantis),
the development of the lower, mortal tetrad of man should already have been
largely completed.
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In today's 5th race, the
development of Manas (straight-knowledge or knowledge of the heart), the first
stage of the higher, immortal triad of man is already on the schedule. Then, in
the 6th and 7th races, and later in Rounds 5, 6, and 7, with Buddhi (Higher
Love) and Atma (Divine Spirit), the two other aspects of the Higher, Eternal
Self follow.
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It is of the utmost importance
that you realize: As far as the Supratemporal Individuality, the Fiery Body,
can be formed on earth at all, its creation must begin now! We are in default!
The 6th race is about to arise, and the tasks of the 5th are not completed yet.
The development of Manas, the knowledge of the heart, has barely begun. We
continue to lag behind the course of evolution!
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However, the three higher
principles of your Eternal Being will only be fully shaped on other planets in
the 5th, 6th and 7th Cycle of the ascending arc. It will take billions of years
for the Fiery Body to be completely formed at the end of the 7th Cycle, just before
returning to the highest point of the spiral evolution.
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For the time being, your soul
exists only as a germ, as a latent potential. It is in an unprocessed raw
state.
"An
unsatisfactory, low state: I am untreated raw material !?"
Yes!
Your
true nature is as yet almost non-existent!
Just think: Your true self,
the more important, spiritual part of your nature, is at present in an
embryonic state only. We can compare it to a baby who is not yet aware of
himself and still has to learn some skills such as
grasping, walking and speaking before we can truly call him a "human
being".
One of the key points of Agni
Yoga regarding our topic is:
For
visions to happen the fiery body has to be
sufficiently formed. Of course, the fiery body always exists, but it may be in
a chaotic and unconscious state. (Heart 258)
Your Eternal Individuality
exists – but as a potential only; and yet it does not exist, as
long as the potential is not unearthed and becomes a reality.
Nature does not make leaps. We
have to make the spirit man hidden within us grow out
of us step by step in the course of a completely natural process.
The meaning of your life, your
life's task is:
Become
who you are – a man of spirit!
2. Example Animals
"That
is still pretty hard to understand. Can you give an example? "
It is
often asked, “Do animals retain their appearance in the Subtle World?” Rarely,
because the absence of consciousness renders them formless; sometimes there are
foggy outlines, like impulses of energy, but most often they are imperceptible.
In fact, the manifestation of animals pertains to the lower strata of the
Subtle World. Such obscurities can terrify one by their nebulous appearance. I
consider that the subtle body of man should not remain in these strata, but in
their consciousness people frequently resemble
animals. (AUM 278)
This means: An animal does not
yet have a fully developed Subtle Body.
The
pyramid of its essence consists essentially of the lowest, the material basis
only. The two higher levels are missing.
A stone does not know that it
is a stone. An animal has only a very little developed consciousness. It can
hardly recognize itself, and certainly not its Higher Self, its soul.
Thus, the animal lacks the
crucial prerequisite to consciously mould its non-material being, with which it
appears in the Subtle World. Therefore, it is formless, shapeless, and thus
almost non-existent there.
"What
does that mean for us humans?"
In the Subtle World, we can
appear because our Subtle Body is adequately formed. In the highest layers, in
Heaven, in the Fiery World, we cannot dwell yet because we have not developed
our Fiery Body.
The
human pyramid is far from finished. The top floor has yet to be completed.
Your soul has almost no shape
at all. You first have to give it an identity that
distinguishes it from others and a form that allows it to appear and to act
meaningfully in the Fiery World as well as on the material level.
From
the faceless mass, the raw material that you find, you must create your Eternal
Individuality.
3. Create the Eternal Individuality
yourself
For the practical purposes of
everyday life, transformation into an immortal spiritual being therefore means:
You
have yet to create your true Eternal Individuality!
This is a tremendous
achievement, a true act of creation! From the unprocessed raw material of your
soul, you create a work of art. But not a dead statue, but a new living being:
Your Higher Self.
You
are the creator of your own soul!
A
symbol for this is the David which Michelangelo chiseled
out of the marble block in which he was hidden.
Those
attributes are the very substance of the Higher Self. They create its form and
essence under as fixed and immutable laws as those which govern the accretion
of the human body. (Teachings of the Temple Vol. I, Lesson 119 “The Law of
Opposites”)
Educate your soul like an
adolescent! The Eternal Individuality knows so much about itself that it can
train itself (this is why the Teaching speaks so much
of self-education or self-perfection).
You
proceed the same way as a 15-year-old who decides to become a tennis player or
a pianist: He imagines a picture of himself, an ideal, a personality with
certain qualities which he has yet to develop.
Your Higher Self is still like
a toddler, but at least further educated than that of an animal and already so
great that it can and must take its development into its own hands! Unlike with
the animals, the further evolution of us humans is
impossible without our active participation!
4. Shape the Soul with your own Thoughts
and Feelings
John Anster Fitzgerald "The Stuff that Dreams are made
of"
"How
can I create my own soul? A fascinating question that I am unable to answer.
"
Yes, there is a gigantic
challenge ahead of us: How are we to educate a being that one can neither see
nor touch?
Your Supratemporal
Individuality is a creature of the Subtle World. How is everything created that
exists there, the whole reality: food, clothing, habitation, tools, vehicles,
technical devices, institutions, worlds? (See the Broadcasting "The
Supermundane World" of the Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga")?
"By
thoughts and feelings."
Yes, that is the way it is!
Your higher, spiritual ego consists of subtle matter, of the vibrations of the
Subtle World.
Of
the stuff dreams are made of. (John Anster Fitzgerald
"The stuff of dreams")
This most fine substance is
formless in its original state. Through thoughts, we can bring it into a
concrete frame. So how do you shape your Higher Self?
"With
the help of my own thoughts and feelings!"
Exactly!
Constantly
every thought and every feeling weaves on your Eternal
Individuality! Constantly you are creating yourself – your Higher Self –
yourself!
Even
the slightest sensation forms the texture of the subtle body. (Agni Yoga 225)
Every intention, every idea,
every ideal, every motive, every expression of will, every conception defines
and shapes your non-material being. That is why it is said that what counts are
not so much the deeds, but rather the motives.
Beautiful and great thoughts
like joy, love and self-sacrifice build a great, beautiful soul. On the other
hand, if you allow hideous, small thoughts and feelings to arise such as
rudeness, anger, irritability, envy, selfishness, malice, or aggression, you
turn your own spiritual being into a small, ugly figure.
"Thus,
my job is to shape for myself an Eternal Being, a Soul through my own thoughts
and feelings ?!"
Indeed. You do that anyway.
Every one of us does that at every moment, although unconsciously. But from now
on, you are a sculptor who consciously creates a work of art – out of yourself,
out of the unformed raw material of your soul.
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We recognize the immense
importance of mastering our thoughts and feelings:
What
you are depends upon your thoughts and feelings!
Man
is what he thinks. (Buddha)
You should harbour only
positive thoughts and feelings and not admit negative ones. You should not
allow adverse circumstances, the selfishness, malice or stupidity of your
fellow human beings to trigger ugly thoughts or feelings within you which cause
above all one thing: They distort your own Higher Self!
You
are a giant when you think and feel like a giant!
Section III:
Making the Ideal a Reality
1. Forming an ideal Picture
Rodin
"Jeune fille au
chapeau fleuri des roses"
"How
should I imagine my spiritual being?"
Here is the problem! It does
not even exist yet! It is created only by your imagination!
"What
is the first step?"
Now we are coming to the
crucial point: There is only one way to consciously shape your Eternal
Individuality in such a way that it does not remain nebulous but assumes a
clearly defined form and identity: Without a blueprint, there is no meaningful
construction. That means:
You have to form a picture of what you – your Higher Self – want
to be. Then you can mould yourself – your Eternal Self – according to this
ideal.
One of the most important
teachings of the Mahatmas is:
You have to form an ideal pattern, and then mould the soul substance
by or into that ideal. There are many unnecessary and hurtful protuberances to
lop off, many cavities to be filled, organs to be changed, before that ideal
form can be completed; but the fact that you have the power to do it should be
a strong incentive to effort. (Teachings of the Temple Vol. II, Lesson “The
seven Builders”)
2. Selection of the Ideal
Swetoslaw Roerich "Nicholas Roerich as Dalai
Lama"
To form a picture means: You
first have to define who you are or who you want to
be.
"Do
I have the choice?"
Unlike on the physical level,
yes! In the Subtle World, the possibilities are unlimited. You can build
anything you can think of. There, the expanse of your own consciousness is the
only limit which is set for you: Only something that you cannot imagine, you
cannot create either. This also applies to you yourself – to the work of art
that is to become your Eternal Self.
You
have the free choice: Who or what do you want to be?
An infinite variety of
identities is available to you: a disciple (Gudrun Stiasny "The Wanderer through the Stardome")
or a teacher (Rubens "Old Man",
an apprentice or an Agni Yoga Master (Nicholas
Roerich "Lama"), a male (Ernst Barlach "The Spiritual Warrior") or a female spiritual warrior (Titian "Pieta"), a healer (Nicholas
Roerich "St. Panteleimon the Healer"), a leader (Nicholas Roerich "She who leads"), a
Hierarch (Nicholas Roerich "Archat"),
a king of the world or of the spirit (Titian
"Emperor Charles V", Nicholas Roerich "Guru") , an
envoy of the Mahatmas (Nicholas Roerich "From
Beyond"), a protector of the poor and disenfranchised like Robin
Hood (Robert Hope
„Robin Hood“), a saint (Bernini "Teresa of
Avila"), a hermit (G. Dou "Hermit
in Prayer"), an artist (Camille Corot,
"The Monk"), a thinker and philosopher (Plato), a priest (Nicholas Roerich
"Beda the Preacher“), a mother of physical or spiritual children (Nicholas Roerich "Mother of the World") and
much more.
Everything
is possible! You can completely reinvent yourself!
This is a great opportunity,
but also a huge responsibility. All of a sudden, not
God is the Creator, but you!
Form
a distinguished picture of the person to which you want to shape your Eternal
Individuality: With a beautiful face, a dignified garment and in a sublime
environment – as the one you see here.
(Swetoslaw Roerich "Nicholas Roerich as Dalai Lama")
3. Role Models - school
"Are
there any role models?"
Yes, of course, the great
saints and heroes of all times, peoples and religions such as Plato, Francis of
Assisi, Hildegard of Bingen or Gandhi. However, you
should think not so much of a person, but rather of an office, a role.
Your Eternal Self occupies a
position, an office in the chain of the Hierarchy, such as mayor or chancellor,
head of department or chairman, simple soldier or commander, novice or guru,
nurse or doctor. Your perishable personality fills this role more
or less well.
The
identity of your soul is defined primarily by this role. You appear on the
stage of the world as your office requires, for example as a teacher at a
school.
A disciple or a teacher, a
master, a healer, a spiritual warrior, a worldly or spiritual leader like the
Dalai Lama or a Mahatma: These are all offices, not persons!
The greater your soul is, the
more the personal traits of your mortal being recede behind the position it has to fill according to its mission.
You must overcome the thinking
about your illusory transitory "I". You are the bearer of an office
that gives you dignity which you have to preserve even
when dealing with the unworthy.
4. Build upon that what exists
Now, unfortunately, now I have to pour a little water into the wine of unlimited
possibilities:
Choosing the picture according
to which you want to shape your Eternal Individuality, you should not proceed
arbitrarily. On the one hand, you may dream like a child, who or what you would
like to be. On the other hand, if this dream is ever to come true, it must not
be too far removed from the real personality you actually are
according to your true inner nature.
You
do not transform into a completely new, into a foreign being.
After all, your soul, which
you want to awaken to life, is extant already for eons. Without it, you could
not live at all. It is just small, weak and untrained. You bring to life a
being that already exists within you and which is slowly becoming greater by
the way of natural, organic growth.
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You have to
feel what you are in the Spiritual World by your very nature. Above all, do not
aim too high! When a petty philistine dreams of becoming a king, a Mahatma, or
even an archangel, that would just be ridiculous.
"Dreaming
realistically" means: Envisage the next level, another intermediate step
of your eternal journey, which you really are in a position achieve.
"How
can I find out who I really am?"
In the Upper World, before
your birth, you know of course, who you really are in eternity and why, with
what mission you go to earth. This knowledge is usually lost during the
incarnation. You have to try to win it back.
Remember: Who or what were you
before your birth in the Subtle World? For example: Have you already been the
disciple of a spiritual teacher or the crown prince of a king?
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The abilities and
accumulations that you discover within yourself give a certain indication. A
Mozart or Raphael was certainly an artist already in earlier lives.
Even the longings and dreams
that you cherish are often shaped by the lost paradise, namely the real life,
that you have actually led before birth in the Other
World or in an earlier earthly incarnation.
If
you are looking for your true identity, you have to go
on from that what you have already achieved in past existences.
This
portrait of Nicholas Roerich is an indication to his former incarnation as a
Dalai Lama (see Helena Roerich, Diaries Book 5, entries of 31.01 and
07.03.1922). By his very nature, he is exactly not only a great artist, but
also a worldly and spiritual leader. (Swetoslaw Roerich "Nicholas Roerich as Dalai
Lama")
5. Fill the ideal Image with Life
Dürer "Charlemagne"
"I have chosen a picture,
according to which I want to shape my soul. How should I proceed from there?”
Make
your imagination, your dream, your ideal a living reality!
In order that the path you
must take does not remain too abstract, out of the infinite multitude of
identities you could choose, let us pick out two, an esoteric and an exoteric
one:
To give an example, you could
decide to give life to the ideal image of a spiritual disciple or to that of a
king of the spirit.
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A spiritual disciple is a
natural choice: We had already said ("The Hierarchy", Series
"Introduction to Agni Yoga"): Everyone, even a Mahatma, is the
disciple of a greater one. You are a disciple anyway, even if you are not aware
of that fact. Just as you are the son of a father, whether that suits you and
whether you know your father or not. More about how you can educate yourself to
a became disciple, you will find in the Broadcasting "Become a
Disciple!" (Series "The Path of the Disciple")
The role model of a king of
the spirit we offer as an example to those who are not yet walking on the
spiritual path, but nevertheless willing to unfold the possibilities dormant
within them.
*****
You change your consciousness.
Instead of "I am a soul", you now think, "I am a disciple of the
Brotherhood" or "I am a king of the spirit".
Discover the king buried deep
within you and bring him to light! Find the disciple within you who wants to
become a Master!
As unbelievable as it sounds,
we shall see right away:
You
can enliven this ideal image!
Thus, you can make your dream
image a reality.
The
only consideration of the disciples is the concentration on the chosen Great
Ideal, on the unwavering and constant striving to approach it. Such
concentration continues unceasingly. Whatever such a yogi or disciple is doing,
his thought is always occupied by his Ideal. Everything is performed in the
name of this Ideal, and he always feels in his heart the love and the presence
of this Image. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I / 2, 135, 136, letter of
21.07.1934)
6. No Imagination
"Is
not that mere imagination? Is it not a fiction, do I not lie to myself, when I
attribute to myself a new name and a new office and pretend to be the disciple
Ananda or the King Akbar? "
Yes, for our earth-bound
consciousness it is difficult to accept the realities – that is the
thought-forms! – of the Subtle World. The mere idea, the desire alone to become
a disciple or a king is already a reality over there, although of course, a
rather weak one only for the time being.
What we are doing is called
visualizing today, without knowing that alone with the picture, a reality is
already being created at least in the Spiritual World.
Remember
about the raja who wished to receive a beautiful palace, and did receive it,
but who, on entering it, thought about an attacking tiger, which then appeared
and tore him to pieces. (Community 168)
"How
can I densify such a fantasy, such wishful thinking to such an extent that it
becomes a permanent reality?"
Now we have reached a most
important point. "Densify" is exactly the right word: You have to apply two means if you want to make a thought, which
is initially not more than a dream, a permanent reality.
First, you must shape and
consolidate within you the consciousness that corresponds to your ideal image
(this means in our example, the consciousness of a spiritual disciple or of a
king of the spirit). Second, you have to act in
material life on earth with a corresponding attitude.
Let us now take a closer look
at these two means:
7. Consolidation of Thoughts and Feelings
First of all, you have to
consolidate the thought-form that you nebulously envision. Steady your thoughts
and feelings!
When you constantly jump back
and forth, think sometimes like this and sometimes like that, sometimes fly
high and then immediately crash, pursue sometimes high ideals and sometimes low
desires, harbour the intentions sometimes of a saint and sometimes of a whore,
or fidget like a jumping jack depending on who or what is currently pulling
your stripe, you cannot even create a consistent thought-form, let alone a
self-contained personality. You then build a chaotic entity composed of
hundreds of contradictory fractions.
Due to lack of discipline of
thinking and of lifestyle, there are so few stable personalities today.
Saturating space with
intensified thought, we clothe aspects of our striving with a particular figure. Thus, out of elemental matter we create
the desired image, which remains near the place where it was created, fortified
by our thoughts. The eye of a child or a refined consciousness can perceive
this formation. (AY 633)
The more you succeed in
focusing your thoughts and feelings on the chosen ideal, the clearer and more
solid a spiritual reality is formed:
As long as you
think and feel like a disciple or a king, you are a disciple or a king – at
least in the Subtle World.
As a disciple, for example,
you welcome obstacles as examinations sent by the teacher, you make every
effort to please your Master, and in everyday life, you always have in mind the
goal of returning to his ashram in the evening.
As a king, for example, you
are always sitting on the throne of your higher self, preserve the sovereignty
of a ruler in every situation, and assume a superior position above people and
circumstances.
If you allow just one thought
or feeling to arise which is incompatible with your new dignity, you
immediately lose the dreamt of identity.
*****
Now you see: We are not merely
wallowing in dreams: Being a disciple or a king according to your inner nature,
your consciousness, your thinking and feeling, is not
an imagination, but a spiritual reality which the people you meet will sense as
well.
8. Stand the Test
of the World
The second means to
materialize your ideal is: You must make the thought-construction a reality on
the physical level as well.
"You say, my Higher Self is shaped by my thoughts
and feelings. Thus, I am always happy and think positive – am I then already a
member of the sixth race? "
No, unfortunately
it is not as simple as some esoterics claim. With
your thoughts and feelings, you are indeed shaping your spiritual being.
However, as we had already said ("The Subtle Constitution of Man",
Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga"): Man is an inseparable unit of
physical, subtle and Fiery Body. These three components form an entirety.
Man is a creature the feet of which are upon Earth and
the head in Heaven. (see Fiery World II, 12)
Your Eternal
Individuality, which you want to develop, is only the top of this pyramid.
There must be no break, no separation between the three levels. What applies
above must also apply below.
*****
This means: You
cannot be a disciple or a king in the Fiery Body – in thought – and a lecher on
the material level. When your soul thinks and feels great and beautiful in your
quiet little room at home, but your body behaves like a weakling in life on the
street, your heroism is still far away from realization.
Your ideal must
grow to become a reality on all three levels. Crucial is to stand the test on
earth! Here it is revealed:
Are you still dreaming or already realizing your
ideal?
Your transformation
into a being of spirit, a king or a disciple is only completed when your high
thoughts and feelings are reflected in a corresponding attitude of your
physical being on the material level.
Your phantasy becomes a reality when you make it
appear on the material plane.
Of course, not in
the sense that you actually ascend the throne of the
King of England or physically go to school with a spiritual teacher. Often this
will not be possible at all, and it is also not necessary for the education of
your Supratemporal Individuality.
Rather, you have to validate the "devised" subtle reality on
the physical plane by behaving down here as if you were a king or a disciple.
"As if" means: You take an attitude like a true king or disciple,
like someone who is a king or a disciple at least in the Higher World, that
means according to his inner nature.
You not only think and feel, but also speak and act
the way a king or a disciple does.
Thereby, the
spiritual reality becomes a material one. This is how your fantasy image
materializes.
The perishable
personality that you are in the current incarnation – shoemaker, father of a
family or nurse – is insignificant, that is not you! In addition to that, you
build up your second, Eternal Identity, which is much more important: You lead,
so to speak, a double life. At the same time, you are (inwardly) a king and
(outwardly) a shoemaker.
Form a picture of a king, a queen or a disciple. (Dürer
"Charlemagne", Uta von Naumburg, Nicholas
Roerich "She who carries the Stone", Gudrun Stiasny
„The Wanderer through the Zodiac“, Nicholas Roerich
"Pearl of Searching")
Vivify the image
that you envision as an ideal. Become like a child again who while playing
really is an Indian or a knight who saves people in distress and fights for the
good.
Imagine, play, behave as if you were an envoy from a
Higher Sphere descending to the earthly level to help those who are waiting for
support from Above. (Nicholas Roerich "From Beyond")
We can speak of a
virtual path: You are a virtual king or disciple. This is like in those
computer games, where you build up a virtual personality that lives in a
virtual world. The key difference, however, is: You transfer your dream into
material reality and appear on the stage of the ordinary everyday earthly life
with your virtual identity.
*****
You must not allow
any word or act that is incompatible with your new dignity.
This is a difficult
task. In life on earth you will be tested in all sorts of circumstances,
whether you really are already a king or a disciple according to your true,
inner nature.
We come back to the portrait of Nicholas Roerich as
Dalai Lama: He must maintain his supratemporal dignity as a worldly and
spiritual leader of a whole nation in a later incarnation as well, in which he
is a homeless, destitute refugee, expelled by the Russian Revolution to
Finland, England, the United States and finally to India.
When you do not succeed in defending the position of a king or a
disciple down here on earth – and in particular when you get into difficult
situations! –, you do not occupy such a position in the Subtle World, in
Eternity, in the Hierarchy either.
As below so above, the
iron law reads:
Anyone who proves unsuitable for a position will not
be admitted or dismissed.
9. New
Habits
A very important
tool to affirm the subtle reality of your ideal image in the material world is:
You give up obsolete habits that are incompatible with your new dignity.
*****
The greatest enemy
of the New Man are his old habits. You know best yourself: Even if you have
largely overcome the craving for delicious food, it is the power of your habits
that brings you to the table at a certain hour, although you are not hungry at
all, and that induces you to eat too much or the wrong food, although, in
actual fact, you do not even have appetite.
*****
Turn this
disadvantage into an advantage! Use the power of the habits and form new ones
that fit your ideal. Thereby you really change your nature, because:
The habits are our second nature.
Habit is second nature—a wise proverb indicating to
what an extent habit dominates man.
The chief enemies of cooperation will be
the small habits of selfishness. (Brotherhood 529, 530)
The New Man of the
6th race differs from the old one above all in his higher habits. A fallback
into animal habits causes him to crash immediately and throws him back to the
lower level.
How many achievements accumulated through centuries
are swept away by one unrestrained roaring. (Hierarchy 400)
For example, as a
disciple you form the habit of stepping before the teacher three times a day
and leading a spiritual conversation with him. You get used to the Law of the
Disciple: If you live according to this law one day and violate it the next
day, you actually are not a disciple yet!
As a king, for
example, you adopt the habit of wearing an invisible crown (See the
Broadcasting “The Invisible Toga”, Series “Spiritual Exercises”) and giving
example and guidance to your fellow human beings.
Through such habits you form over time your inner
nature and develop an Eternal Individuality with a corresponding character.
Again you see: We are not just concerned with fantasies: To
appear in the world with a royal attitude or the habits of a spiritual disciple
is not a fancy, but already a material reality.
*****
It is important
that you realize: How you think, feel, speak and act depends upon you yourself
alone. No one and nothing can force you into thoughts, feelings, words or deeds
that run counter to your new position.
You yourself aggrandize yourself! Only you alone can
diminish yourself!
The formation of
your Supermundane Individuality, the realization of your personal ideal is
possible at any time and at any place. The most difficult circumstances even
offer the best opportunities, as we had learned in the Broadcasting
"Rejoice at Obstacles!" (Series "Introduction to Agni Yoga").
Section IV: Meditation and Discipline
Let us now start
the creation process.
1.
Meditation
Emil Nolde "Moonlit Night"
"How do I practically proceed to bring my soul to
life?"
As
long as you are busy with
your everyday affairs, your Eternal Individuality has little opportunity to
come out of its deep shaft and to manifest itself. You have
to give it the time and space it needs to find to its life.
This happens
especially in meditation. In the moments of rest and elevation, your soul comes
to life!
*****
You start every new
day by placing before your eyes in the morning the ideal that you wish to
realize in earthly life, after which you want to form your spiritual being:
According to the examples we have chosen, the image of a disciple of the
teachings of wisdom or of a king of the spirit.
You create a
corresponding state of your consciousness ("I am a disciple of the
Brotherhood" or "I am a King"). You firmly undertake to bravely
defend this position during the worldly day.
*****
I already told you
the bad news: It will take billions of years for your Fiery Body to be fully
developed.
The good news is:
In meditation, you can at any time put yourself for a moment in a state of
purity, power and joy of being. (See the Broadcasting "Exercise
Elevation" of the Series "Spiritual Exercises").
At that moment, the spirit-matter of your being is in
a higher vibration and your Fiery Body is emerging!
I cannot make it
clear enough:
In meditation there takes place a real transformation. (Emil Nolde "Moonlit Night")
Above all, however,
you have to experience yourself:
By putting yourself in a state of higher vibration,
you are actually transforming into a higher being.
You overcome the
purely physical condition. In meditation you really are a being of spirit. Your
Eternal Individuality comes to light like the butterfly from the caterpillar: A
creature full of purity, vitality, joy of being, selfless and free from desires.
The treasure, the potential is unlocked. The Titan that lies hidden within you
has awakened.
Now your soul is alive! (Nicholas Roerich “Higher than Mountains)
The better you
meditate, the safer you will experience: It is an indescribable exhilaration to
live in this sublime original state of your soul.
"Can we do without the religious concept of a
'soul'?"
Yes, we may also
put it scientifically:
Even if you doubt
whether you have a soul and whether you can perceive it: The vibrational state
of your being – joyful or depressed, powerful or weak, pure or dirty – you can
sense!
"This is not easy to understand: In meditation,
all of a sudden, I am a different, a higher being, which I am not in normal
everyday life?"
Yes, exactly! Let
us consider two examples:
2.
Example Nutrition
There is a
statement of Agni Yoga which is disconcerting at first sight:
Disdain food. (Leaves of Morya’s
Garden I, 373 [438], 237 [271])
Theoretically and
abstractly we realize: A being of spirit does not require material food. It
tries to limit it to the absolute minimum.
However, it is not
enough just to say intellectually: Because I am a soul, I need no eating.
Of value is only if you make the experience that
eating burdens your soul.
In meditation you
experience this reality, because for a moment you have transformed into a man
of spirit.
In this state, you really have no desire for material
food.
When the
spirit-matter of your being is in a state of high vibration, as in the solemn
mood of a concert hall or a church, appetite does not arise at all.
You actually are without any
cravings and perfectly happy!
In contemplation
you feel with a certainty beyond all reason: Your Higher Self, the king or the
disciple within you, detests the unclean needs of the body and does not want to
have anything to do with food. It despises everything that is in contradiction
with its inner nature and incompatible with its dignity as a spiritual being.
Your soul does not
want food because it reduces its vibration; because by the intake of food it is
dragged down from its ideal state and tied to the material world that is alien
to its essence.
“Apparently, we are not merely concerned with food?!
No. We are talking
about creating a state of high vibration. Desirelessness,
lack of lust is only one of the many consequences of this elevation.
When you feel
longing for food, that means: You are in a state of low vibration. You should
satisfy your appetite not by eating, but by uplifting yourself in meditation.
"That again is too highflying for me. After all,
I am a human being of flesh and blood and no spirit! I need physical food and
therefore may as well enjoy it. "
That is how many think. Already Goethe made fun of the small, harmless,
childish humans, to whom every aspiration to higher ideals is alien:
Ich höre
schon des Dorfs Getümmel,
Hier ist des
Volkes wahrer Himmel,
Zufrieden
jauchzet groß und klein:
Hier bin ich
Mensch, hier darf ich’s sein.
Hark! Sounds of
village joy arise;
Here is the
people's paradise,
contented, great
and small shout joyfully:
"Here I am
human, here I may it be!" (Goethe, An Easter Walk, Faust I)
They know nothing
of the eternal ascent of an immortal and waste their seemingly short life
following the frivolous, irresponsible motto:
Let us eat and drink and be merry, for tomorrow we
shall die. (Isaiah 22, 13, 1 Corinthians 15, 32)
You and I, however,
we do not want to stop at the human level. We intend to climb the next rung on
the ladder of evolution. We prefer to say with Nietzsche:
I teach you the Overman. Man is something that is to be
surpassed. The Overman is the meaning of the earth. (“Thus Spoke Zarathustra”)
*****
Of course, your
vehicle will eventually feel hungry and you will have to provide it with food,
exactly as you feed your car with petrol. However, when you continue to remain
in the state of mind of a spiritual being, this is no longer, as in the past, a
pleasure, but only an annoying necessity.
It robs you of
time, money and strength. It exposes you to the danger of losing the ideal
state of rest and equilibrium of the soul and of making your consciousness fall
back into the body which enjoys eating.
*****
You recognize the
huge benefit of the transformation: For a spiritual person, does it not mean a
true liberation to limit food intake to a large extent? Shopping, preparing,
ingesting, washing up, digesting, excreting – these are all in the end annoying
or even repugnant duties.
*****
Even if you are not
that experienced in meditation, you know the sublime primal state of your soul:
When as a child you were playing enthusiastically and forgetting yourself, you
had no appetite and were angry when the parents called you to the table.
And when as an
adult you are absorbed in valuable, creative work (that is, when you are in a
state of high vibration), there is no thought about food. Then you just take a
small bite in between, without interrupting your work.
Transformation into a being of spirit, to bring the
Fiery Body to life requires to constantly preserve the fire of enthusiasm.
Do not suppress the
appetite with compulsion or prohibitions. Do not work with the intellect:
"I do not want food, because I am a soul." Do not make yourself or
others feel guilty. The path of Agni Yoga is the better:
You transform your inner being through a spiritual
exercise (meditation) into a creature that by its very nature has no appetite.
It is contrary to the nature of an
elephant to eat meat. An animal is an elephant only if it does not eat meat.
Likewise, it is
contrary to the nature of a being of spirit to have cravings for food.
Consequently, you are a being of spirit – and stand one step higher than
physical man – only when this desire has become alien to you.
3.
Example Vitality and Joy of Being
Nicholas Roerich "Krishna"
Let us now consider
a less demanding example:
In its pure,
original, unspoilt, meditative, highly vibrating state, your soul is full of
vitality and joy of being. Weakness and depression are signs of a deviation
from the normal state, of a disease of your Eternal Individuality.
Thus, if you want
to express your true self, you have to establish the
state of mind of vitality and joy of being in the morning in meditation and
strive to defend it in the course of the worldly day.
*****
You are a soul only
when you rejoice at the manifold obstacles and difficulties of everyday life,
because they give your Higher Self an opportunity to grow, and when you go to battle
vigorously (See the Broadcasting "Rejoice at Obstacles!", Series
"Introduction to Agni Yoga"). That is your true nature! Your task is:
Keep your soul in a pure, strong and joyful state – no
matter how your perishable personality fares.
4.
Discipline
Through meditation
in the morning you create the higher vibration which makes your being radiate
beautifully. Through discipline during the day you avoid everything which
lowers that vibration. You get used to:
Thinking nothing, feeling nothing, speaking nothing
and doing nothing that defiles the purity of your spirit, weakens its power, or
tarnishes its joy of being.
Meditation alone is
not enough. Much of what you do automatically, you simply have to give up:
Reaching for a bar of chocolate or a glass of red wine in the evening, flaring
up in case of irritation, doubt, scepticism, anger over fellow human beings,
sadness over the miserable state the world, and much more.
*****
Again, the unloved
term "discipline" is not about external compulsion. Just hearken to
yourself: The Invisible Giant within you, the higher, better part of your being
is ashamed of your weaknesses, rebels against the evil habits and desires of
the animal within you that he wants to overcome, and fights everything that
keeps him small, suppresses him and hurts his dignity.
*****
Discipline simply
means: You cease to do something which, as you know very well from bitter
experience, hurts your Eternal Individuality and makes your vibration crash.
If you give in against better knowledge, this is in essence an act of self-destruction.
Discipline must
complement meditation. In meditation you transform into a being of spirit for a
moment only. Just as the homo erectus quickly fell back onto its four paws and
as a baby crashes again and again while learning to walk, the new immortal
spirit, as soon as he leaves the meditation position, will quickly fall back
into the state of an ordinary mortal without discipline.
As soon as you feel that your vibration is decreasing,
you should immediately take countermeasures and rise again.
In the beginning,
you create the higher level not once and for all, but anew at every moment. You
can stabilize it only by habit!
As
long as the man of spirit
is still small and weak, only discipline will help, until the proper behaviour,
the higher vibrational state has passed into "flesh and blood".
Section V: Transfer the Consciousness into the Soul
Let us now take a
closer look at the practice of awakening the soul. You have
to transfer your consciousness into your
Supratemporal Individuality and make it think, feel, speak and act.
1. Transfer your Consciousness into the Eternal Individuality
In the Broadcasting
"The Secret of Immortality, Part I" (Series “Experiment Immortality”)
we had already spoken about how you can transfer the consciousness into your
Eternal Individuality. The decisive step is taken, when you affirm:
I am a soul!
Be aware: You are the being of spirit that incarnates
on its eternal path in various perishable bodies.
Everything else
follows automatically from this realization.
The consciousness must rest in the top of the human
pyramid; not in the physical body, but in the soul.
Transfer your consciousness into the charioteer of the
Quadriga, who controls the physical body, the body of feelings, the body of
instincts and the body of thoughts from above.
During sleep, your
consciousness is already in the Subtle Body; to move it to the Fiery Body is
the next step.
"That is difficult to understand and even harder
to practice."
I know. Let me try
to explain it as simply as possible: When your consciousness rests in your
Eternal Individuality, what do you do before you think, feel, utter or execute
anything?
You ask your heart. The heart is the most important
organ of your Eternal Individuality.
It tells the
charioteer infallibly what is right and what is wrong, where he has to direct his four horses. We shall talk about that
instantly in more detail.
The old man uses
the intellect, the New Man the heart.
In raising from
four to two legs a physical, today a mental evolutionary step is to be taken:
Fill your soul with consciousness.
We proceed further:
If the soul hidden within you is to come to life, it must first form an
awareness of itself.
"What do you mean by that?"
Let us go back to
the example of a newborn child: For a baby to be able
to develop independently, it first has to
differentiate itself from its surroundings. In the womb it thinks that it is a
part of its mother. It must first become aware of its own existence, which is
separate from everything else.
This happens, for
example, by cutting the umbilical cord, receiving its own name, and giving a
name to its parents and to the objects in its environment.
"As for a toddler, I understood. But what does
that mean for the soul? "
At
the moment, your soul is
still so small that it has hardly any self-awareness at all! It does not even
know that it exists! How should it then consciously think, feel, speak or act?
Therefore, proceed
to "cut the cord". Separate – mentally, of course! – your spiritual
being from your body and give it a name that marks its own independent individuality.
Be aware: Your soul is an independent creature clearly
separated from all other beings and objects in your environment.
"That is hard for me to follow. Body and soul are
after all inextricably linked. The soul penetrates my body and expresses itself
in each of its movements. Did we not just say: The human pyramid is a unitary
entity!?"
Yes, attention well
paid! This is how many people think who have difficulties making this immensely
important step. But as the baby you cannot dispense with this painful
partitioning.
The unity of the
three stages of the human pyramid does not change the fact that the individual
levels – physical body, bodies of feelings, instincts and thoughts as well as
the Fiery Body – have to be developed separately one
after the other.
*****
Your Eternal
Individuality already existed before birth and will continue to exist after
death without the body. From that follows its autonomous existence independent
of the body. Only during the short time of the material incarnation does the
soul live in symbiosis with the body.
As long as it does not
realize that, the eternal path of a self-contained development independent of
the many short-lived bodies is blocked to the soul.
Only after the
"cutting of the cord" the further steps of the life of the soul will
become possible, about which we now want to speak: Your Eternal Individuality –
not unlike a child, which is to grow up – must recognize and satisfy its needs,
form a will of its own, carry out its mission, as well as learn to think, feel,
speak and act independently. Partly, as we shall see, even against the body, as
a baby may one day have to go against its own mother.
Every molecule of living matter embodies an embryonic
– a rudimentary – soul, that is on its way to self-conscious existence.
(Teachings of the Temple Vol. I, Lesson 135 “Blood Sacrifice”)
3. Preserve your
Self-Awareness in all Worlds
We go one step further:
Your Eternal Individuality has to form an awareness of self that is alive not only
during its present-day earthly sojourn. This consciousness must last when the
soul returns to its homeland, the Supermundane World, after the death of the
body. And exactly the same self-awareness must
continue to subsist when one day in the distant future – maybe only after
centuries! – you return to the earth for another incarnation.
*****
Suppose you have decided: Your
Supratemporal Individuality is called "Anima" and it is a disciple of
the Brotherhood.
Then
you have to be again "Anima" and again a
disciple of the Brotherhood not only after death "in Heaven", but
above all during your next stay on earth.
If this self-awareness is lost
at some point during the long journey – for example, after death in the
transition to the Upper World –, then you form there – or later, when you
return to Earth – a new, completely different awareness of self.
In this way, with constantly
changing identities in the course of the eternal path, you cannot form a
unitary self-contained Eternal Individuality. Thereby, you are just creating
many different temporary personalities, who cease to exist already when leaving
the respective level.
"Can
you give an example?"
It is assumed that the
individuals mentioned in the "Book of Sacrifice" of the Teaching
(Leaves of Morya’s Garden I, 297 [353]), namely Kurnowuu, Salomon, Allal Ming,
Sheikh Rossul Ibn Rakhim,
Origen, Sergius of Radonezh
and Emperor Akbar of the Great were all incarnations of Mahatma Morya.
Now, a great spirit like a
Mahatma cannot incarnate at all if he risks forgetting his true
identity on the way down, while staying on earth, or upon returning to
the Higher World.
Likewise, you, too, have to preserve without interruption on all levels, in all
worlds the consciousness that you are the incarnation of a disciple of the
Brotherhood or of a king of the spirit. Otherwise you will lose this position.
"How
can I manage to maintain an identity as a disciple for all eternity in all
worlds? That seems to be a rather difficult task! "
Indeed, this is an exercise
pointing far into the future. We can only indicate two aspects here:
We had already talked about
the transition into the Other World without interruption of the consciousness
(Broadcasting "Preparation for Death in Dignity" of the Series
"Aspects of the Practice of Agni Yoga"). What was said there is also
applicable to maintaining self-awareness during all changes of existence.
Furthermore, you have to establish and keep up the closest possible
connection to your teacher.
So
close that he immediately reveals himself to you on every new level.
That means: He awaits you on
the threshold in the afterlife and contacts you in a new incarnation already in
the age of childhood, as was the case with Helena Roerich (see Supermundane 21). Then, you will quickly
find your way back to your role as a disciple in every new material or
spiritual world.
The
Silvery Thread connecting a disciple to his teacher is not lost at the death of
the body but survives all transitions if only it is strong enough. (Svetoslav Roerich)
Section VI:
Let your Soul think and feel
Descartes says, "Cogito ergo sum - I think, therefore I
am."
Maria Callas says: "I work, therefore I am."
Both are right. In general, we
may say:
Any
being is really alive only when it thinks, feels,
speaks and acts.
Like a toddler, your soul
really awakens to its life only when it begins to think, to feel, to speak and
to act independently.
1. Make your Soul think
Your soul reveals itself when
you give it the opportunity to think.
"Does
the soul think?"
Of course! Or can you imagine
a higher being that does not think? Like a child, the soul has as yet to learn to think properly.
"How
am I to understand that? What does "properly" mean? Can one also
think "wrongly"?
By "thinking
properly" I mean: Thinking according to its very nature. That thought is
“right” which springs from the innermost depths of your spiritual being.
"That
again is difficult to grasp. Can I split my thinking, once the body thinks and
another time the soul? "
Yes, there are actually two ways of thinking:
There
are two kinds of thinking. One is born from feeling, in other words, from the
heart, and the other from the mind, which is akin to the intellect.
Self-sacrifice is born from the heart. (Supermundane 13)
The thinking of the intellect
is the thinking of your perishable personality. The thinking of the heart is
the thinking of your Eternal Individuality.
"Can
you give an example?"
Yes, remember. We had already
said ("The Secret of Immortality, Part I"): The body thinks, "I
am hungry." The soul thinks, "My vehicle, brother donkey, craves for
food. Does he really have to get some already now? "
The body thinks, "I am
wounded." The soul thinks, "My tool seems to be damaged."
The body thinks egotistically
of survival and enjoyment, the soul thinks selflessly of the fulfillment of the Higher Will.
2. Direct your Thinking through the Heart
Let us solve the riddle and
come to a very important phrase to remember: To make the soul think means:
You
direct your thinking through the heart.
One of the most beautiful and
practically significant teachings of Agni Yoga is:
Even
in thinking, one should form the habit of directing thought, so to speak,
through the fire of the heart. (Fiery World I, 633)
The heart tells you infallibly
what your soul wants and what it does not want, what corresponds to its
spiritual, eternal nature and what is in contradiction to it.
The
fire of the heart purifies your thoughts.
It removes selfishness, offendedness, depression and irritation from your thinking
and fills it with love, joy and concern for the common good.
The
Fire of the heart penetrates through chaos and transmutes it into a useful
substance. The laboratory of the heart is powerful, and
thought itself must be purified by Fire. (Fiery World II, 46)
When something bad happens to
you, your lower self thinks, "Such a hassle!" Or "Alas, poor me,
that too!" When it has gone through the heart, this ugly thought turns
into joy over an obstacle, that gives you an opportunity for spiritual growth.
Guided by the heart, your soul thinks: "Thanks, now I may grow
greater!"
The
true disciple lives with the heart, thinks with the heart and judges with the
heart. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter of 17.08.1934)
"What
does that mean in practice?"
Take
a break! Live more slowly! (Turner "The
Fighting Temeraire")
Before you think anything,
give your soul time to look at the situation from above with its own senses,
with its inner, spiritual eyes!
Always
ask your heart first!
One
should look upon the earthly things through the fire of the heart. (Fiery World
II, 460)
Only then allow your
perishable personality to create a thought!
In
this way you practically realize the rule of your Higher Self over your body of
thoughts.
However, this practice is only
effective when you are in a pure state of high vibration. When you are in a
selfish, aggressive, irritated, insulted or depressed mood, your Higher Self
has no chance to express itself.
First,
you have to cleanse your heart before you may rely on
its guidance.
"That
is hard."
Here is a good advice: Do not
indulge in personal concerns! Stop thinking about yourself! Think less of your
person and more of your office: Allow the disciple, the teacher, the king, or
the healer to think, who is hidden within you and whom you want to express.
"Does
not that lead to a split of the consciousness, of my personality?"
No,
look at other officials: Even Mrs. Merkel thinks differently as a private
person at home on her sofa or on vacation than in her office as Chancellor.
3. Make your Soul feel
Nicholas
Roerich "She who leads"
Your soul reveals itself when
you give it the opportunity to feel.
"Does
the soul feel?"
Of course! Or can you imagine
a higher being that has no feelings?
We have already talked about
many examples: Your Eternal Individuality smiles at occurrences from which your
perishable personality suffers. When your lower self gets angry with its fellow
human beings, it easily succumbs to aggression, hatred, or vindictiveness. As
opposed to that, your soul loves all its smaller or greater brothers and
sisters.
*****
In order to bring your soul to
life, you must direct not only your thoughts, but also your feelings via the
heart.
As in case of thoughts, the
heart purifies the feelings and frees them from egotism and other negative
affections such as sadness, doubt, anger and selfishness. Always listen first
to the pure feeling of your heart.
Only
then allow your body of feelings to create a feeling.
A feeling purified by the
heart can only result in love and joy.
That
is not grey theory. How often do we men experience that a woman helps us to
purify, refine, and ennoble our thoughts and feelings.
That is because her heart has usually already taken the lead. (Nicholas Roerich "She who leads")
4. Forming the Will of the Soul
Your soul reveals itself when
you give it the opportunity to form its will.
"Does
the soul have a will?"
For sure! Or can you imagine a
higher being without a will of its own?
*****
The will of the body is
directed towards survival, reproduction and pleasure.
Your soul is a special
creature insofar as it does not want anything for itself. It demands the fulfillment of the Higher Will, the observance of the
Cosmic Order, the implementation of the plans of the Hierarchy, and the
realization of the principles of the Higher World such as truth, justice,
beauty, and love.
"How
do I form the will of my soul?"
Reflection, the straight-knowledge of the heart, or inspiration tell you
what is good, right, and necessary to reach these goals of the soul. This you
must direct your will to implement in everyday life on earth. The will of your
Eternal Individuality becomes the more stronger the
more you strain it.
For the time being, the giant
hidden within you is still like a baby who allows without resistance his older
brother to grasp his toys. To reach his true greatness, he must learn to form a
will of his own and to enforce it against all odds.
5. Satisfy the Needs of the Soul
The more you allow your soul
to live, the more you will find:
Like
every other living being, the soul, too, has its needs!
Maria used to say, "The Callas is killing me with her
demands!"
Let us look at some examples:
*****
Your soul wants to be
nourished, otherwise it withers away. It calls for spiritual food: For strengthening,
elevating, thoughts, ideas and ideals that pour down to you during communion
with the Higher World.
*****
Your Eternal Individuality
wants to be trained, so that it becomes greater and stronger. It aims at
growing from a small to a Great Soul, a Mahatma.
The
joy of the heart lies in striving upward. (Heart 39)
*****
Your Higher Self as well seeks
pleasures, although not material, but spiritual ones. In
particular, it longs for beauty which it finds it in nature or in the
arts.
The highest satisfaction is
felt by your soul when it seldom succeeds to enforce on earth the Cosmic Order:
Truth, justice, beauty and love.
Its only dependable pleasure
is meditation, the connection with its Eternal Homeland, the conversation with
its teacher.
*****
Your Supermundane Self, too,
wishes to be beautiful. However, you cannot achieve that by using a lipstick or
undergoing plastic surgery. A great soul needs no make-up.
True
beauty comes from within!
Your
soul is beautiful when it radiates purity, vitality, joy of being, light and
love.
If you want to become a
beautiful soul, do not worry about the shortcomings of your body, better pay
attention to the splendour of your emanations! Look into a spiritual mirror:
Does your aura shine golden? Of that you may be proud, not of hair dyed blond!
*****
I am sure you have already
noticed: Not only with men (who usually are not particularly pretty
anyway), but especially with women a positive, lively and loving
radiance is much more attractive than the purely physical forms.
*****
Even in the most difficult
situation, do not allow thoughts or feelings to lower your vibration, to
disfigure your aura and thus to render your Higher Being ugly! If you have the
necessary knowledge of the foundations of existence, you can always react in a
joyful, friendly and loving way even to the grossest attacks.
*****
To be beautiful, you have to control your body: Lower desires diminish the
vibration of your being and lead to a hideous, animal radiation. With selfless
concern for your neighbour and for the common good, on the other hand, you
create a noble aura.
People
should think about the quality of their radiations. Each act of good improves
one’s radiations. (Supermundane 812)
*****
Finally, like every living
being, your soul as well desires love and security. It hardly finds them on
earth and reliably only in its Eternal Homeland, with its true father and its
supratemporal brothers and sisters. Therefore, allow your Eternal Individuality
to meet its soul mates in meditation regularly.
Section VII: Do what the Higher Self wants
Now we come to the crucial
point: If you want to develop your soul beyond the current status of a toddler,
you have to do two things:
Listen
to what your soul says and actually carry out what
your soul wants.
1. Listen to the
Voice of the Soul
Let us start with the first
exercise: If you do not listen to what your spiritual being thinks, feels, and
wants, it has no chance to come to life. It will then remain in its previous
silent, passive state.
*****
Because your soul is still
small, it speaks so weakly that you barely notice its voice.
You can hear it better when
you place yourself in a state of purity, tranquility,
clarity, balance, and solemnity. Excitement, anger, rudeness and irritation
suppress the voice of your soul. That is why it is so important to maintain
this higher state of consciousness – especially in difficult situations where
you are in particular need of guidance.
"How
exactly do I perceive the voice of my soul? Surely not with my ears?
No of course not! You
understand what it wants to tell you via the heart. We repeat: The heart is the
most important organ of your Supratemporal Self.
The
voice of your heart is the voice of your Eternal Individuality.
Therefore, hearken to what your
heart whispers to you! You can always consult it when you do not know how to
conduct yourself.
Woe to those who deny or
disregard the voice of the heart. They will be walking one wrong track after
the other.
The
ability to hear the voice of the heart already leads to truth. (Fiery World II,
251)
What does your heart feel,
what does it say to you, when you eat too much or too heavy, when you are
trapped in your egotism or rudely barking at your partner in an irritated mood?
The heart warns you reliably
against everything that is incompatible with the nature, the mission or the
dignity of your Higher Self. The heart prevents you from touching things that
are poison to the soul.
Ask your heart first before
you open a bottle of wine, a box of cigarettes, a package of meat or a
chocolate bar!
Who
is unaware of the warnings the heart gives every time an unworthy act is about
to be performed? Such actions of the heart transmit the best calls, but often
people force the heart to be silent. This is a grave crime. (Heart 367)
„Are
you talking about the much invoked bad conscience?“
No, this is not about morality
or the guilty feelings evoked by the superego of the psychiatrists. Better you
sense: The Invisible Giant within you feels aversion, even disgust for all that
which is contrary to his nature, harms him, drags him down or lowers his
vibration. He despises everything that reduces him to small size.
You know very well: It actually hurts your soul, as the saying goes, when you allow
yourself to get carried away by something that is unworthy of your true self.
2. Follow the Advice
of the Soul
Of course, just listening to
what the soul says is not enough. You have to carry it
out, that means, you should speak and act as the soul demands.
When you perceive what your
Eternal Individuality wants, but do not execute it, you corrupt its pure
feeling. Like any other creature, it will remain silent and stop its appeals if
they are ignored anyway.
What could be more destructive than commands of the
heart that are not carried out? (Heart 486)
From a weak toddler to a great
and strong being, there is only one way:
You
strengthen the will of your soul by executing it.
Every muscle and every organ becomes stronger by being applied to work. Likewise, your
Higher Self as well grows from a small to a Great Soul (Mahatma) only by
appearing and acting on the material plane.
Every
applied thought will bring growth to the spirit. (Infinity II, 777 [377])
That means: Take some good
resolutions and actually carry them out, then your
Fiery Body will begin to live and to grow. It is as simple as that!
*****
Like your thoughts and
feelings, you can also direct your words and deeds via the heart. Before you
speak or act, you can and must ask your heart.
This is especially important
with negative expressions: Before you cry, whine and moan, scold or curse,
scream and roar, accuse others, stamp with your feet, flail about or smash
porcelain, better turn to your heart first.
*****
If you are wondering what your
Immortal Self wants you to do, again do not think so much of your person, but
of your office, your role, your position in the Hierarchy: What does a disciple
of the Brotherhood, a king of the spirit, a healer or a teacher want? The ideal
image you have chosen, the king or the disciple within yourself will give you
the answer.
Maria
listens to what Callas says.
And in this context, as we
know, "the Callas" is not a person, but an institution!
Always imagine: Not you personally,
but a disciple, a teacher or a king appears, that is: enters a room, eats food,
talks to other people, or carries out certain acts: How would such an official
behave?
*****
You should hearken to the
spirit within you. It speaks to you via the heart. This being you are called
upon to reveal. The old man and certainly the animal within you are outdated.
They belong to the past. They have to die so that the
New Man may live.
The eternal spirit within you
that has incarnated and is dwelling on Earth for a short time wants to express
itself through your body. That is its mission. Therefore, you always have to ask yourself:
"Do
I express the transient, physical or the eternal spiritual aspect of my
being?"
May your mantram
be:
I
reveal the divine only!
3. The Gold of the Soul is stained
"I
have an objection. You always say that the soul has no desire for material
things. However, we had found (Broadcasting "The Supermundane World"
and "Preparation for Death in Dignity"): The soul takes all the
qualities, including the bad ones, with it on its eternal way, so that, for
example, the craving for alcohol tortures it even in the World Beyond. "
Attention well paid! Let us
put it more precisely: In its pure, original state, the soul does not require
physical enjoyments. As opposed to that, the many animal and human bodies it
has formed on its eternal path have the highest desire for material things.
*****
If you have yielded to such
cravings in past existences, if the satisfaction of your animal lust has gone
out of hand and went far beyond the normal measure of natural needs, this will
in time be imprinted on your Eternal Individuality as well. Out of ignorance,
lack of discipline, or because you are not listening to your heart, you
accumulate in the course of your incarnations a lot of unnatural qualities
around the pure core of your soul.
You besmirch your Higher Self
with unworthy thoughts, feelings, words and acts. This will eventually become a
habit – and thus a part of your essence.
*****
For the alcoholic, the
consumption of alcohol has “passed into flesh and blood"
to such an extent that it has become an aspect of his inner nature, which he
does not discard at death, but retains.
The
gold of your soul is afflicted, stained with dross that is alien to its true,
spiritual nature.
You have consistently piled up
this dirt, and now you must wash it away by arduous cleaning work.
You
can disfigure your soul in the same way as your body.
It is meant in this sense,
when we say in simplified terms: It is not the soul that has material desires,
but the body.
4. Struggle
Tintoretto
"St. George and the Dragon "
Do not deceive yourself: Bringing
your soul to life, becoming a king of the spirit or a disciple of the
Brotherhood means enforcing a spiritual reality. This is no mere honey licking!
This is just as difficult and encounters as much
resistance as any other attempt to realize an ideal on earth.
The new man of
spirit has many enemies: the dragon inside and the old men around.
Now it is time to take up the fight! (Giordano "Archangel
Michael")
The wisdom of all
ages teaches: Within you yourself, there is a tough struggle going on between
two beings who both want to manifest themselves. Both fight for control over
your thoughts and feelings. Both strive to enforce their will.
This is the conflict between your higher, eternal
spiritual and your lower, perishable physical being, between the divine and the
animal within you.
An eternal symbol for this struggle is the battle of
Archangel Michael and Saint George with the Dragon. (Tintoretto "St. George and the
Dragon")
Among the most repulsive is the drab dragon of
everyday routine. Few know how to overcome the dragon of everyday routine. But
such heroes multiply their forces tenfold, and each day they raise their eyes
anew unto the heavens. (AUM 319)
We have already
mentioned many examples for the fact that the aspirations of your perishable
personality and your Eternal Individuality are often diametrically opposed to
one another, such as regarding food, caring for oneself, and pleasures. When
you allow the animal thoughts and desires of your lower self to be realized,
you suppress at the same time your spiritual being.
Your soul wants to
use your body as a vehicle for its higher purposes. When this tool presumes to
enforce its will, the soul cannot fulfill its
mission.
"Does that mean the body is bad?"
No, of course not!
It is an achievement of the evolutionary process to have produced a strong,
intelligent body. It is only that at the current lowest point of the involutionary cycle, the soul is still small and weak. It
cannot hold its ground against a body that has reached the peak of its
development and suppresses the soul’s delicate voice.
The Eternal Individuality is not yet able to steer the
body. It cannot accomplish anything yet: It can scarcely utter its will, let
alone assert itself against the much stronger power of your lower self.
The mission of the immortal soul is to be the driver!
When it has awakened to life, it must first of all
establish its rule over the four mortal bodies, over the physical body and the
bodies of thoughts, feelings and instincts.
The more it takes
up this fight, the greater and stronger your Eternal Self will grow.
*****
A tough battle also
takes place between you and the circumstances in your environment. With their
demands, needs, constraints and temptations, they initially hinder the
flourishing of your soul. On this field, you are waging the war primarily by
changing your attitude and using obstacles as opportunities to promote the
growth of your eternal spiritual being (see the Broadcasting "Rejoice at
Obstacles!").
5. Use the Abilities of the Spirit
A baby, after birth, brings
his physical body to life by learning to grasp, crawl, walk, and speak, that
is, by using its powers, senses, and abilities.
Likewise, we develop the body
of thoughts and the body of feelings by putting them into use: You begin to
think and to feel, and by exercising these skills, you refine and strengthen
these two bodies.
For
example, in today's homo sapiens, the brain due to its constant use has a much
larger volume than in homo erectus, who first rose onto two legs.
Biology teaches a most
important rule, which also applies to the spiritual life:
It is
the function that creates the organ!
Take
the eye as an example: First there is a part of the skin that is more sensitive
to light than other parts. As this advantage is more and more used, over time
the highly complex and highly refined organ we have today evolves. When it is
not used, the organ immediately regresses.
It is no different with your
Eternal Individuality: It awakens to its life above all when you take one particular step:
You
begin to use the abilities of your Fiery Body.
"How
can that happen? What are those skills? "
Well, we have just spoken in
detail about the most important one: The central organ of your Supermundane
Self is the heart. It tells you infallibly how it wants you to think, feel,
speak and act. Therefore remember:
Building
up your being of spirit means above all: Develop your heart!
You should start with that,
not with reading of thoughts, telekinesis or flying. We recognize the paramount
importance of the education of the heart!
Agni
Yoga is the Yoga of the heart!
The
path of Agni Yoga is through the heart. (Heart 495)
The heart does not grow in
volume like the brain, it is refined when we use it.
A
sensitive heart captures a greater part of the hidden subtle reality. Expansion
of consciousness proceeds by refinement of the heart.
We find a wonderful
correspondence between the knowledge of the heart and of the intellect: Our
feeling tells us: The education of the heart is now indispensable and urgent on
the schedule of mankind, if we wish to move forward. And the scientific reason
tells us: In today's 5th race Manas is to be developed – the knowledge of
feeling, which is based above all on the refinement of the heart (see the
Broadcasting “The Law of Evolution”, Series “Introduction to Agni Yoga”)!
*****
In addition, we can generally
say: The abilities of your soul that you should begin to use in order to
develop them are, on the one hand, its spiritual power (the psychic energy)
and, on the other hand, its inner, spiritual senses.
How you can strengthen your
spiritual powers and sharpen your spiritual senses, we shall discuss in detail
in the Broadcasting "Shaping the Eternal
Individuality" (Series "Education").
Section VIII:
Shaping the Body of Light
1. The Soul is what it radiates
Nicholas
Roerich "Fiat Rex"
"Frankly,
I have great difficulty imagining being a supermundane
creature which is not material, which one can neither see nor touch. Am I not a
non-entity then? "
No, of course not. One can
recognize your Eternal Self as well, namely with the higher, inner senses: For
them it is "visible" in the form of your aura!
You
are – your Eternal Individuality is – what you radiate!
Your
soul, your Fiery Body is a body of light!
It also consists of matter,
but of matter as fine, as spirit-like as light; it consists of a radiation or
vibration of a wavelength so high that it is invisible to the physical eye.
You
are a being of light!
We had already said
(Broadcasting "The Supermundane World"): In the Subtle World, there
is no light. This sphere is illuminated alone by the emanations of the beings
living there. From this you see: Your true self, which outlasts death, is in
its essence a figure of light. At least in the Other World it is visible and
enlightens its surroundings.
What is perceivable of you in
the Fiery World? Only your eternal, Fiery Being, your body of light!
*****
On Earth, your higher self is
not visible, but it can be sensed by its radiation. What you really are
according to your inner nature is reflected in your aura.
You cannot hide your true
essence. Sensitive people will always feel it, no matter how hypocritically you
smile or how flatteringly you speak. Your aura is the passport photo by which
your Supratemporal Identity is infallibly recognized.
That
is why it is so important to accelerate the discovery of methods of fixing or
photographing auras. Such a snapshot would be a true passport for a man!
(Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter of 18.06.1935)
What
you think, you are. What you are, you radiate. What you radiate, you attract.
(Buddha)
In selflessness, love and
purity or in fear, doubt, greed and insecurity, your aura shines in very
different colours!
For your surroundings, when
you radiate low thoughts or feelings, you actually are
only a low being, and when you emanate high ones, a high being.
As
with all spirit-matter, here as well applies: The nature of your spirit is
determined by the state of its vibrations.
A great spirit is
characterized by a high vibration. It has developed a great and strong Fiery
Body, a beautiful being of light.
It
radiates bright light like a sun.
The
crowns of the Masters are in their royally beautiful
radiations. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter of 08.11.1934)
A
lower being, on the other hand, has a low vibration, is surrounded by a dead,
dark aura, and devours light like a black hole.
As one’s own light illumines
the surroundings, so too does one’s own darkness choke all space. (FW III, 135)
Gradually,
ascending from simple to more complex organisms, the monad, or seed of the
spirit, remains unchanged in its primary wholeness. But the emanations from
this seed change according to the growth of the consciousness of the organism
which is animated by the seed. Consequently, the more complicated and refined
is the organism, the richer and more subtle are the emanations of the monad.
(Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter of 18.06.1935)
Creating your Eternal
Individuality like a master builder therefore means:
Work
on the quality of your emanations.
You alone determine what you
radiate.
Create
a being of light of great purity, power and beauty!
That will be a work of art
which you can be proud of!
2. Education of the Fiery Body
"What
does that mean in practice?"
The education of the Fiery
Body proceeds like this: In the morning in meditation you put yourself in a
state of highest vibration! You build up a wonderful aura! You will see: You
too can sense whether you are vibrating high or low.
"How
can I create my aura?"
Very easily. The aura is built
up from within. When you fill yourself with purity, vitality, joy of being,
light, and love, you will also radiate these qualities.
You
can only radiate that what you have before absorbed.
We had already talked about
the details in the Broadcastings "Exercise Elevation" and
"Meditation"
*****
In the course of the day, in
earthly life, you use every possible means to preserve this sublime state.
Avoid anything that lowers the vibration of your figure of light and renders
its radiation ugly, impure, or weak.
A
reduction of the vibration is a suffocation of the fire!
Defend
the radiance of a disciple of wisdom or of a king of the spirit under all
circumstances! Take Jesus as an example: He preserved the aura of a Christ even
during his scourging and went calmly through this severe trial. When you behave
inappropriately, whine or moan, roar or scream, the high radiation disappears. (Tintoretto "Flagellation of Christ")
Your vibration is in constant
change, sometimes up, sometimes down. That means, if you are what you radiate:
Every
minute you are someone else!
Sometime a high and a second
later a low spirit.
Every beautiful, good, solemn,
loving and selfless thought and feeling raises the state of your vibration and
thus the radiance of your being.
Any gross, irritated, angry,
covetous or aggressive thought or feeling, every weakness, every egotism, every
remnant of the animal, old man makes your vibration decrease and leads to an
ugly distortion of your aura – and thus of your Higher Self.
You have to
gradually strengthen your being of light, so that it permanently shines in
beautiful colours. Always ask yourself:
Do I
shine? (Fiery World I, 615)
Again, we recognize the
overriding importance of mastering your thoughts and feelings – they shape your
radiance and thus your true being.
Therefore I reiterate so
much about the necessity of clear thinking. One should be so sure of the
quality of one’s own thinking that in every moment one is sure of one’s own
light. (Fiery World II, 20)
One
must keep watch over one’s thoughts, in order to send those of the best
quality. (Fiery World II, 240)
Then your aura emits
emanations of the highest quality.
You are constantly radiating
anyway. Now you consciously determine the quality of your emanations yourself
by directing your thoughts and feelings.
*****
Here is an important spiritual
exercise:
When your body, your
perishable personality is sick, tired, weak, irritated, desperate, angry or sad
– then, exactly then defy the weakness, employ all of your psychic energy,
increase the vibration of your soul and build up from within a beautifully
shining body of light.
Thus,
in spite of all sorrow, you realize your
transfiguration into a "better man," into a higher being. (Tintoretto "Crucifixion")
Nobody and nothing can prevent
you from achieving that – except you yourself.
Man
is largely controlled by sensation. But man is not at the mercy of any such
influence, for he has will and power to change the vibratory impulses of his
body, and therefore to change the influences which control him. (Teachings of
the Temple Vol. III, Lesson “Rapid Motion”)
A
well-developed spirit is almost visible.
Your Eternal Individuality,
the being of spirit within you, your true self, the disciple of the Brotherhood
or the king of the spirit must be so alive, concrete, and strong that it shines
to the outside through the dense shell of your perishable personality!
The
fiery body may sometimes manifest itself even through the physical shell. So when the manifestations of the Fire of Space have reached
a certain intensity, the fiery body begins to radiate, as it were, in small
fires across the surface of the physical body. Only rarely can this subtle,
fiery condition be seen. (Heart 343)
The
strong emanations, the powerful aura of a Mahatma radiate through the physical
body, shine out of its depths. (Nicholas Roerich "Fiat
Rex")
When your higher, eternal Self
is strong, it is perceptible to everyone behind the inconspicuous facade of
your weak body always threatened by decay.
At all
times, sacral art has represented this radiation by a halo. (Nicholas Roerich "Sergius
of Radonezh")
Again: This is not mere
phantasy, but a spiritual reality! People sense when they have to do with a
saint or king of the spirit, even if he is outwardly dressed in the attire of a
simple craftsman or a beggar.
Anyone who is as sensitive as
Helena Roerich can immediately recognize a disciple of the Brotherhood, even if
outwardly he does not differ at all from the surrounding people.
You yourselves can testify that when Djwal Khul came to welcome you, He appeared no different from the
other Lamas. Urusvati immediately sensed the unusual, but the outer appearance
could also have been attributed to the head of the monastery. (Supermundane 40)
3. Hologram
We want to express the facts
also in scientific language: We had already said (Broadcasting "The Secret
of Immortality, Part I"): The soul is a little larger than the body.
Your
being of spirit surrounds you like a force field.
The bigger and stronger it is,
the higher your Eternal Individuality stands.
The
assertion that the divine Monad is not within the man is correct to a certain
degree, as the seventh and the sixth principles form the so-called magnetic
field or auric egg. Thus, by the width and emanations of the aura it is
possible to determine the high standing or quality of a spirit. (Helena Roerich
Letters Vol. I, letter of 18.06.1935)
You
can imagine the building up of your body of light similar to
the projecting of the hologram of a person into space.
You project the ideal image
designed by yourself into space. Thereby you create a form of subtle matter
that envelops your physical body. This being is transparent or only partially
recognizable (namely with the inner senses only) like a hologram. It is a
spiritual, a subtle reality.
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The energy field that
surrounds you is shaped by your own thoughts and feelings. Beautiful thoughts
and feelings project a beautiful structure into space. In a state of rudeness,
irritation, aggressiveness or other low vibrations, the beautiful image
disappears immediately and is replaced by an ugly one.
This energy screen is
nourished, kept alive and strengthened by your psychic energy.
You
can build up this power field with the help of your psychic energy, similarly
as a spaceship raises its deflector shields.
"How
do I proceed in practise"
In the morning after getting
up, your vibration is usually low, your aura is powerless, sluggish and grey.
You need to restore a state of high vibration through the fire of the spirit
and in meditation to boot up the hologram around you.
The
energy shell grows from within you.
You have to
sense that! Get dressed! Clothe yourself like in a hooded coat! Create a circle
of light around you!
Put
on the golden armour of a spiritual warrior and boot up the Golden Aura of a
Hierarch. (Nicholas Roerich "Fiat Rex")
The
powerful radiations of Primal Energy can even conceal someone, completely or
partially. (Supermundane 77)
"What
does ‘ramp up the aura’ specifically mean?"
You form the energy field, the
being of light around you, by increasing your vibration and filling yourself
with purity, power, love and joy for the upcoming day.
The
spirit that animates you also saturates the space around you with energy.
And the more powerful it is,
the wider is the range it covers! A great spirit extends its shield to a whole
area. You may start with energetically shielding your home and your family.
If
such a Sadhu is really a hermit of saintly life, he raises the surrounding
vibrations by the power of his aura and brings them into harmony, preventing
the intrusion of chaos, such as epidemics, earthquakes, floods, and other
calamities. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. II, letter of 25.06.1936)
Throughout the day, you must
employ all your psychic energy to maintain this fragile structure, to feed it
constantly, to repair damage, and to prevent it from weakening or even
completely collapsing from external attacks or from a diminution of your own
strength.
The hologram flickers,
trembles and goes out depending on how it is nourished from within. With a
beginner at least it is not constant but fluctuating from moment to moment.
"And
this hologram, this artificial object I am to fill with consciousness?"
Yes, it cannot live without
consciousness.
"That
is fantastic, pure science fiction!"
It might seem so. However, let
us not push the comparison too far. Do not forget: We are talking about your
Fiery Body, which is already existing as a germ within you. This is what you
bring to life. This is what you ramp up. This is where you move your
consciousness. That at least is a quite realistic possibility.
4. Outlook: Densification of the Astral
Body
At the end of this
Broadcasting, let us point to another step of the infinite development that
lies ahead of us: Agni Yoga repeatedly speaks about the experiment of
densifying the astral body.
The
physical body in the further evolution will be replaced by the densified astral
body. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. II, letter of 14.01.1937)
This means in a nutshell: Once
you have created a clearly defined and outlined body of spirit or body of
light, which – unlike the animals – has a distinct form and identity in the
Higher World, then – but only then! – you may proceed to densify this
construction of highly vibrating, subtle matter (this hologram) more and more
until one day it is able to appear and act like a physical body on Earth.
In this way, the Mahatmas, if necessary in exceptional cases, appear on the material
plane.
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Do you grasp the fantastic,
staggering possibilities that are offered to humanity?
We are speaking of a
completely new kind of body: It is immortal, needs no food, has no illnesses
and is not exposed to the usual wear and tear, weaknesses and ailments of our
physical body! This vehicle comes to the world without physical reproduction,
without sexuality, without the toils and torments of childbirth.
Regarding the paragraph from the book “Heart” [Heart
10] about “a new form of the subtle body,” this deals with the new
attempts to densify the subtle body almost up to the point of the physical. In
the future, this will give to some high spirits, which have already crossed the
line of earthly being, the possibility of appearing among the earth dwellers at
a comparatively low altitude, and for longer periods. Moreover, such bodies
will be entirely visible and even possible to contact physically without the
aid of a mediator. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter of 05.03.1935)
This creature is perfect,
flawless, as beautiful as you can possibly imagine, and adorned with sublime
qualities such as inviolability, invincibility, fearlessness, freedom and
unassailable dignity.
The
experiment with the densified astral body, in substance, is not an attempt, but
a plan-fitting inception of the Sixth Race. Thus the
human spirit will receive a regenerated garment. (Hierarchy 206, 207)
However, we do not create this
new body, like Paracelsus his homunculus, by mechanical means, or as modern
scientists by genetic manipulation.
Our
creation proceeds in a purely spiritual way, solely through the power of our
thoughts and ideas!
A dream of mankind comes true!
For the benefit of humanity, let us begin with this experiment of truly
world-historical significance. Let us proceed as scientists do – but with one
difference:
We
are experimenting with ourselves!
Intellectuals
are experimenting with ideas, monks with their own lives. (Raimondo Panikkar)
Take
the example of Gandhi, whose autobiography bears the title: "The Story of
My Experiments with the Truth." In fact, he has been working tirelessly to
transform himself into a purer and nobler being, and over time he has
succeeded.
Only enthusiasm can reign for
the gigantic possibilities that Agni Yoga reveals to us!
"Are
you losing contact with reality?
No. Although, of course, that
lies far in the future.
Toward
the end of the sixth and the beginning of the seventh race, there will occur
the materialization of the astral body. (Helena Roerich Letters Vol. I, letter
of 05.05.1934)
However, when you create, as
described in this Broadcasting, a thought-construction or an ideal body on the
spiritual level and then bring this subtle reality to bear in the material
world, you are already laying the foundation on which the densification of this
image will later become possible.
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There is a statement of the
Teaching that sounds highly mystical. Nevertheless, you should study it
thoroughly:
If
the clarity of the Image of the Teacher brings us into closest cooperation with
him, then each clear and vivid conception of an object in our third eye makes
it near and attainable. One of the conditions of ancient magic was to teach the
vividness of objects evoked by our inner conception.
If the object is called forth with all completeness of
line and colour, one can apply it for realizing the most immediate influence; one may, as it were, possess it. Without limitations
of space, one can regulate and bring closer its possibilities; from the most
customary objects to the far-off planets one can utilize this force.
There
is nothing of the supernatural in this; but one
identifies so to speak with the duplicate and a vital unifying thread is
drawn to it. One can gradually develop in oneself these abilities
upon habitual objects, noticing thereby that when a clear image is created, a
peculiar tremulous vibration occurs, similar to a magnetic influence. (Hierarchy 91)
Very briefly summarized and
explained as simply as possible, Agni Yoga says: You can imagine an object like
a hammer, fill this picture with life and then actually use it on the material
level for driving in a nail. Or you may create the image of an airplane,
stabilize and densify it, and then take the wheel and fly away.
Likewise, you can visualize
the portrait of the teacher and then work with his power.
If
you can visualize the Image of the Teacher in your consciousness with the most
complete clarity you can transfer your consciousness into His, and thus act, as
it were, through His Power. But for this, one must visualize the Image of the
Teacher with utmost precision, even to the minutest detail, so that the Image
may not falter, or suffer distortion, or change its outline, as frequently
happens. But if, following the exercise of concentration, one succeeds in
invoking a constant Image of the Teacher, through this one may gain the
greatest benefit for oneself, for one’s nearest ones, and for the work.
(Hierarchy 90)
"I
am sorry, but that all sounds a bit like daydreaming without a real
basis."
Well, at least this is what
the Mahatma teaches us. Of course, this is an ability which we will be able
exploit in the very distant future only. However, what I wish to convey is:
If we can visualize, densify
and use a completely foreign, external object, the same must be possible all the more with our soul, our Fiery Body, which already
exists within us!
Exactly
that what seems impossible and what you cannot even imagine today, will be a
reality tomorrow!
Above all, this view into the
distant future shows: We are on the right track when we set off today to carry
out the exercises described in this Broadcasting:
Create an ideal image of your
own soul, consolidate it in thought, transfer your consciousness into this
structure and thereby fill it with life; let it take shape – at least as a
spiritual reality, as a being of light – make it appear on the earthly plane
and densify it so much to near-material reality that it is almost visible, at
least noticeable.
These are already the first
steps on the path to the densification of the astral body.
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Once again, we recognize the
essence of the Agni Yoga path:
Choose
an ideal and embody it on the material level.
The idea is made flesh, the
thought takes shape.
Following this path, out of
the still unprocessed raw material of your soul, you create a work of art,
namely a being of spirit of great purity, power and beauty, and make it act on
earth.